yea soo my bday was friday im now 17
woop dee doo>pssh not really...i remember the days
when having a birthday was a huge deal... ya kno
like when u turn 10 or 13 u probably thought that
was the biggest thing ever... now im just like
"thank god for another year" and thats it...
theres nothin rejuvenating about it...idk

i wonder wat the next birthday will be like...
i dedicate this whole year to reinventing myself,
to finding some type of purpose or depth,
its like i kno wat i wanna do with my life
but i dont kno wat i wanna do....
ive been askin nanette to help me figure these things out
but im the only one who can...

i have alot of things to discover for myself
before i turn 18...bcuz 18 practically means i have to sink or swim..
and rite now i feel like swimming im not gonna sink...
well gotta go tons of homework to do
and tons of marathons to watch...

love life

brittny