full speed ahead

ok soooo its summer!!!!!
which means this fall im gonna be a
SENIOR!!!
im soooo excited and relieved
highschool drama will soon be over
but
real world drama will cum at me full speed

sooo when i think of highschool coming to an end im sooo happy
but
when i think of the future im TERRIFIED
and even though im scared out of my mind
im gonna try my hardest to live life
to the fullest

the other night my family had a scare
we thought my mom had a stroke
and thank GOD she didnt

but even though it was only a scare
it opened my eyes
..we never really kno when our time will cum
but when its my time i wanna go happy

meaning that i wanna be able to say:
ive been here and done everything
i wanted to do while i had the chance

...i wanna do so much with my life and in my lifetime
i wanna leave my mark sumwhere, with sumone, or sumthing

...sooo here's a toast to actually living
bcuz its one thing to settle into life
and its another to take it on full speed ahead

=]

...and we're gonna start off by adding sum color
lol