my new years resolution...

yessir (lol)...well to be honest i really dont have one
idk its like i do have one but i dont
but i just dont know how to put it into words
lol idk trying to explain it just confused me a little
...but o yea i did want to get one thing off my chest
as i mature and progress through this
maze we call life i look back on my life and see what i was then
and who i am now
i know for a fact that at least 2 years ago i was rude, obnoxious,
self-centered, and just an all around bitch...(i hate calling myself that but its the truth)...
even with that said i dont regret anything in my past because my past
makes me the person that i am today and the present makes me who i will become in the future.
but i kno that i used to say things to people which i had no right to say,
i disrespected people for no reason at all,
i lashed out on people who were nothin but nice to me,
...i just wasnt a pleasant person to be around...

...and now i just want to apologize to everyone ive ever hurt in anyway...
people already make life hard enough for themselves
sooo instead of making it even harder for them we should all be trying to lift that person up...
and when you think about it its not that hard to brighten someones day
sometimes a simple hug, smile, or a compliment will suffice...
idk maybe im crazy or "weird" like my sister says
but i truly believe that these small things will help us as a unit and as our own person...

....sooo its only 1:35 in the morning
and i have no idea if ill make it through the day or even through the next 10 minutes
but as the 2008 year is coming to a close
i kno that i am truly grateful for everything
and i hope to make it through another year
but no matter what i know that i am blessed
^_^


much love
"08"